And today, my heart is broken..

Well, this past few days, I'm in a too emotional state. It was my first time that I was cheated on by my boyfriend, and my friend. It really hurts so much, to the point that I am getting bitter everyday. But I said to myself I shouldn't be. My mom was right, why spend time thinking and loving a person that is no worth!

Everyday I always think of the reasons why I deserved this? I love him very much, as in very much! I gave up many things, sacrifice every little things, but this is what I get? Bullshit. Why do people tend to be like this? Wala silang utang na loob.

For my friend, this the most part that I was hurt. She made me feel that we are okay. We are friends again after all, then this what happened. I'm shocked, no clue at all. I don't know how will I feel about her. I was really hurt. I don't know what will I say to her. I realized that this point of time, I'm closing my doors for us. Maybe, I can forgive her, but be friends again, it is impossible.

Well, this is it. I realized many things. First, if you love someone, don't give it all. Magtira ka para sa sarili mo. Second, a playboy will always be a playboy, its a miracle if he will change for you. Third, wag kang magpakatanga kung alam mo nang may mali. Being a martyr is not a solution, makakasira lang ng dignidad mo yun! Fourth, It is alright to give a second chance, but a third chance is a no. And last, once is enough, hindi pwedeng paulit ulit nalang ang kasalanan. Once the trust is gone, you should let go..

Well he is the one. I guess this is the last time I will say, I love you. Thanks for the time you made me feel that I am special. Goodbye. 

Nagcarlan Trip

Whoah! Grabe, ang tagal ko nang walang post dito sa Blog ko. Sorry readers! Busy lang kasi cause of all the stress month! 

Well first to blog after the long rest is my NAGCARLAN trip!

Nagcarlan is very beautiful place to go to! :) Sobrang daming green thingy! Nakakaenjoy!

Here are some pictures :)

Nagcarlan's Fields. 

Sobrang ganda ng fields sa Nagcarlan. Very rich! Hehehehhehee. May masabi lang? :) Pero honestly firleds in Laguna is very rich in tanim! Cause we Lagunenses know how to take care of our agcricultures!

Dadi Teng and Me. Im with him all the time in Nagcarlan!

That is Dadi Teng, he's the reason why I went to Nagcarlan, because his friend, Nisan joins the Bnb. Anakalang.  Ito yung Bnb. Anakalang. Sorry for posting few photos. :( 

These are the candidates with their casual wear :)

This is Nisan. Teng's friend! :)

My favorite girl! She's very pretty. Suddenly 1st runner up lang siya!

Well that's it! Bnb. Anakalang. Honestly, sobrang natutuwa ako sa mga fiestas ng mga probinsya compared to fiestas in cities. Their fiestas is more rich than ours :(

Well here are the rest photos during the trip..

One of their pinagmamalaki. Higanteng paper mache.

Liliw's Church! 

Well that's all! I had fun in Nagcarlan! Im a bit sad I wasn't able to visit Nagcarlan's Underground Cemetery. But it was fun though! Until my next trip! :-)

Stress Weekssssss

Grabe, after my Subic post wala na sumunod nun after. :-))) Im sorry guys, super busy lang talaga kami sa school, cause of our finals and defense. I promise after all of this shit, Imma blog ng wagas! :D


Okay bye guys. For now! :D

Subic Escapade

Hi there! Sorry for being not updated with my blog, sobrang busy kasi. :( But anyway, here's what happened to my weekend! (Sunday to Monday). We went to Subic for NATSCA2 of my friends (Chan, Kev, Charm, and Emil- yap. friends na kami! :D) I'm not with their group but, they asked me to join them because if I will not go, Charm can't go too! :-))))) 


P.S Sorry for this looongggg post. I'm just too happy for this post! :D


FIRST DAY:


So okay, before this actual day, I came from a party. Because of that, I just had 1 hour of sleep before going to subic. FML. 6 am I went to Monumento to meet with Chan, Kev, Charm, and Emil. At first I want to shout AWKKKKKKWAARD! Because I don't know how to approach Emil. Hahahaha. I'm too sleepy for the trip but I did not sleep. Kasi, I'm too EXCITED!

Sa van nila Emil. Posing for the camera! Gangster pose please! (Charm and Me) 

We ate at NLEX_Shell for breakfast. We chose Chowking, I ate garlic chicken ekek of their menu.

Then after a loooonngg drive, atlast we arrived at Subic! Yapeeee! Emil is familiar na with the place so we rented a hotel (villa type) na kagad. It's in Subic Homes. Promise, the place is so affordable! A!nd so ganda na the house! It's a two floor house, CENTRALIZED aircon (saan ka pa?!) and kumpleto na lahat the things. As in, OMG lang! We were like, so mayaman feeling in  that house. 

Charm and Kev, enjoy lang sila sa bed namin! :-))))))

Kev, enjoying the bath tub! OMG! I promise, sobrang nakakarelax to! I used this after we  took the long walkkkk.

Me, SWAGGING for our house! This house is so AWESOME!

So, after we chill in our house. We decided to go to Pamulaklakin na already, because it's getting late. And we still want to swim, omg! I did not expect that we would walk like 2 hours. hinika ako. Seryoso =))) Well I want you to meet some aetas, the best aetas! :) They are so cute , and so hospitable too.

This is the most scary! :-))) Sorry. Pero look at her face, she's so straight face! :( She's Maricel? Ata? :-)))

Awwwwww. The most cute eveer :") Meet ITMON, he's the son of Aling  Milagros. He's too quiet, pero he talks to me naman! Pero sobrang cutiiieee niya!

Hi Ate Milagros! :D This is Aling Milagros. Our tour guide. Sobrang hospitable lang ni ate. Ang daming niyang alam, mapa herbal man at sa lahat! :-))) 

Itmon with Gwapong Chan :")

Atlast, my love of my life :-))) Jk. He's Kuya Richard, oldest son of Aling Milagros. He's sweet and funny. Kaya nga we had a video dancing together. (Maybe I will upload it soon ) Cmon! He's very madaldal, kinikwento niya samin yung lovelife niya. Pero mej nakakaawa yung story niya, pero he knows how to fight for his love! Niceeee. Oh wait, he said I have a nice eyes and smile.. :") HAHAHAHAHA. Landi lang?

HAHAHA. Le me nagpapakalandi sa gitna ng kagubatan :-))) It Jk. I just like this picture. Can I be an amazona? :-)))

Well, after that adventure.. We decided to go home na! Balak pa ata ni Aling Milagros na maglakad kami pauwi, but kami.. NOPEEEE! It's too dark and scary noh! Hahaha. Plus, sobrang napagod na kami noh! Grabe lang ang lakaran! So pagkabalik namin sa villa, we rest for a while. Nagihaw kami ni Behbeh Kev ko. It's my first time mag ihaw. We ihaw, liempo!! Awwww, saaaaarap! We have to rest kasi we will have a wild fun night!........................................... And the rest happens! Hahaahaha. Just judge it. I will not kwento what happen that night :-))) thrill! 

SECOND DAY:

We woke up around 9 am. Supposedly  we should woke up by 6 am. That sucks! I know that's not true! :-)))) So what happens during our second day? Guess what, its FUUUNN DAAAY! 

they swam at the swimming pool of subic homes. Me decided not to swim because BV ako! Because of personal matters! Erggh! :( 

Hi there swimmers! Hahaha. Gusto nila lumubog sa swimming pool eh. :D

Then after they swim, we decided to go to the BEACH na! What is Fun? Thiss!!! Well, We chose Camayan Beach Resort, it was awesome there! As in super! We had fun! Supposedly aalis kami dun ng 4 pm ang nangyari umalis kami dun ng 5 pm! Kasi we enjoyed too much! omg, nag kayak kami! It was our first time! (sorry wala ako pics na nag kayak kami). 

Charm, Emil, Kev and Me! Enjoying the camera bago umalis.

Hi paa! Grabe summer na summer lang ang datingan ng paa ko oh! Swimming na swimming na eh! :))

Charm, Me, Chan and Emil! :) Bago mag swim! O db? Summer lang na summer ang bihis namin. Pero honestly, hindi to planado! Biglaang swimming pero natuloy! :)

Unggoy! ewwww.

Logos Hope, the biggest book fair daw?!

This is the beach! Awwww :")

Hi to me! The summer face! 

Charm and Me. Hindi ba kami nangitim? :-)) Kasi sobrang init lang eh!

 

Well that was it! Our Subic Escapade! It was really awesooome! Honestly, sobrang namimiss ko na ang Subic. We found love in Subic Homes! :") And everything. I hope mauulit tong trip na to! It's so awesssoommeee.

Wait, yung buong trip, there are 3 pictures that made me so happy talaga. As in seryosong tawa! Laughtrip.. Ito sila :)

Ang gwapo kong friend na si Chan, kamukha nya si VJ Sib? Tama ba spelling? Hahaha. Nadapa pala siya niyan! Huling huli!

Caption: "Ako Budoy!"

Caption: "Bitch Please?!"

Oh well that's all! Thank you for reading it! Sorry sobrang haba lang :( Anyway. Enjoy!

Author2 Progress

Ohwell, ito na ang progress ko sa author. Hindi padin maayos ang mind set ko about this subject. Yung mga games achuachuchuchu. i don't know. Goodluck nalang talagaa! Anyway. 

Oh hi, she's Macy! She's the main character. Mukha ba siyang mexican? :-))))

This is the resto! I was the one who vector it! Proud of myself! Yipeee. 

Well, this is so 5% palang ng finals ko. Hope that I'll pass this subject. Fingers crossed!

Concept Map in Msciety

Concept Map of Laguna. I made this because it's my thesis. Ohhwell! O.o Ang sakit na ng ulo ko pag iniisip ko palang kung papaano ko gagawin ang thesis ko. Infosite! :(

Not in a good mood

Well, i'm not in a good mood today. Literally as in last night pa. All I do is cry.. I don't want to post here why. Because its too personal. I don't know what to do this entire day. Maybe start to do Author and 2d3. Haaaay. Please, I want good vibes. :( Sorry for being that too EMO. :\

Fashion Bloggers

Hi! Finally tapos nadin ang group ko sa vidprd3. We decided to make an AVP about fashion bloggers. Give it a view guys! :D There's Tricia Gosingtian! <3

Central Night

My friends and I always has this thing you called "tuesday habit". It's where Anj will go to taft to spend time with us. Anyway, Anj is our former blockmate, but she transfer to another school. But she still LOVES us! Yapppeee! Anyway, here's our picture. i'm with Chan, Kev, Anj, Kimpoi. Pau, Dey, Ella, Nico, Anvi and Rein.

Sorry pero alcoholic active kami! :-)))) We just want to spend our remaining time, since malapit na kami grumaduate. Sad! :( 

-credits: picture by Christian Cruz :D

Family Day

We had a family day last Saturday. it was fun though, sobrang init lang. :) Here are some pictures.

Me being so vain, coz i'm bored! :)

Hello SUMMER! :D

The group. It was an awesomeeeee daaay! 

Cause if you'll let me, I'll take care of youuu

"Won’t ever have to worry,

You won’t ever have to hide

If you’ve seen all my mistakes

So look me in my eyes.."

-iloveyou

First Time!

Hi there! I am Fivay. It's my first time to blog! :) Cause me and my friends decided to make our own blog, so that we can track each other lives. HAHA. Ang kornyyyy but lovely. 


Sorry for my grammar, and everything. I'm not that fluent in english. Magpapakaarte nalang ako :-)) 


Anyway, these are my friends!

This blog will contain everythhiiing about my day, my works, and achuachuachu :) 

Enjoy!